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.”And the next day, the girl and boy were both cut open, still soft but covered with scars.Carved open.Dug out.Still smelling like glue, but more and more smelling like the ooze inside Breather Betty at home, leaking spots on Cora's sofa.Those spots, Cora's cat would sniff at for hours.Not lick, but sniff like Superglue.Or evidence-room cocaine.It's then Cora goes to lunch and buys a razor blade.Two razor blades.Three razor blades.Five.The next go-round, when the girl gets back to her desk, Cora takes her into the bathroom and sits her on the edge of a sink.With a tissue, Cora scrubs the rouge off her pink cheeks.Cora washes and combs the girl's limp blond hair.With the next detective already knocking at the locked bathroom door, Cora tells the girl, “I'm sorry.I'm sorry.I'm sorry.” Saying, “You're going to be okay.” And Cora tucks a razor blade up, deep inside the soft silicone vagina.Into the hole hollowed out by some man with his knife.Tilting the girl's head back, Cora tucks another razor down deep inside her silicone throat.The third razor blade Cora tucks just inside the girl's hacked-out, whittled-open butt.When the boy arrives back at her desk, just dropped there, flopped facedown over the arm of her desk chair, Cora takes him into the bathroom with the last two razor blades.Tit for tat.The next day, a detective comes in, dragging the girl by her hair.He drops her on the floor beside Cora's desk.Taking a pad and pen from his inside jacket pocket, he writes: “Who had her yesterday?”And, lifting the girl from the floor, smoothing her hair, Cora tells him a name.A random name.Another detective.His eyes narrow and, shaking his head, the man holding his pen and paper says, “Tha thon-atha-bith!” And you can see how the two halves of his tongue are held together with black stitches.The detective who brings back the little boy is limping.All five razor blades are gone.It's after that, Cora must talk to somebody at the county health clinic.Nobody knows how she got that biohazard sample from the lab.After that, every man in the department, he's pinching his ball skin through his pants.Lifting one elbow the way a monkey would, to scratch the hair under that arm.In their heads, they ain't had sex with anybody.No way could this be crab lice.Maybe about this time, a detective's wife comes downtown.Finding the little leak spots of blood you get with crab lice.A splatter of red pepper you find in your tightie whities or the inside of your white T-shirt, anywhere clothes come up against body hair.Little specks of blood, blood, blood.Maybe the wife finds it in her hubby's shorts.Maybe she finds it in her own.These are college-gone, suburban, and shopping-mall people with no real crab-lice experience.Now all their itching makes sense to her.And now this wife, she's pissed off, bad.And no way could any wife know this is the rubber-doll version of getting crabs from a toilet seat.No doubt the story her husband would tell.But that's all Cora could rustle up from County Health.You can't keep spirochetes alive on silicone.You can't pass hepatitis unless you got broken skin.Blood.Saliva.No, the dolls are real, but not that real.Any wife lets this go, and next week he'll bring home herpes to her and the kids.Gonorrhea.Chlamydia.AIDS.So she's all over Cora, asking: “Who's my husband banging on his lunch hour?”One good look at Cora, her hair-spray hairstyle and pearls and knee-high nylons and pants suit, and no wife would cast blame in that direction.Cora with old tissues tucked up the sleeve of her cardigan sweater.Cora with a dish of hard ribbon candy on her desk.The Family Circus cartoons pinned to her cork bulletin board.Still, nobody's saying Cora Reynolds is unattractive.Then the wife sees Director Sedlak with her red-red fingernails.Nobody was not amazed when Cora got called in for a little sit-down.Nobody could tell Cora Reynolds her days were numbered.The director, she sits Cora across from her big wooden desk.The director's office with its high-up window.The director sitting, outlined in the sunshine and the view of cars in the county parking lot.With the fingers of one hand, she waves Cora to lean closer.“It was a tough call,” the director says, “deciding if my entire team is crazy, or if you are.overreacting.”Nobody felt how Cora's heart dropped off a cliff at that moment.She sat, frozen.It's what we do: turn ourselves into objects.Turn objects into ourselves.Those millions of people, all over the world, still trying to save Breather Betty.Maybe they should just mind their own business.Maybe it is too late.It's the kids, the director says, who tear up the dolls.It always has been.Abused kids abuse what they can.Each victim will find a victim.It's a cycle.She says, “I think you should take some time off.”If it helps, just think of Cora Reynolds as a 120-pound condom.Nobody says that last part.But nobody has to.Nobody tells her to go home and get set for the worst.As part of keeping her job, Cora will have to return the Breather Betty doll she's reported to have taken.She's to relinquish the stuffed toys she purchased with county funds.She's to surrender her keys to the health room.Immediately.And make the room and the anatomically correct dolls available to all staff members.First come, first served.Immediately.How Cora felt, it was like coming to your first stoplight after driving a million billion miles, too fast, wearing no seat belt.Resignation mixed with tired relief.Cora, just a skin tube with a hole at either end.It was a terrible feeling, but it gave her a plan.The next day, coming into work, nobody sees her duck into the evidence room.In there were knives that smelled of blood and Superglue, there for anyone to take.Already, a line is forming beside her desk.All of them waiting for the last detective to bring back a kid.Either kid.They both look the same, silicone-face down.Cora Reynolds, she's nobody's fool.Nobody pushes her around.A detective arrives with the boy hanging under one arm, the girl hanging under his other arm.The man heaves them both on the desk, and the crowd surges forward, clutching the pink silicone legs.Nobody knows who are the real crazy people.And Cora, she's holding a gun, the evidence tag still hanging off it on a string.The case number written there.She waves the gun at the two dolls.“Pick them up,” she says.“And come with me.”The little boy wears just his white underpants, dark with grease in the seat.The girl, a white satin slip, stiff with stains
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