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.”“Alright, we will go away for the weekend after your dance class next week and spend the weekend together, discuss everything, including finances and what I expect from you, really though I don’t expect anything from you, apart from what you give me now, happiness and understanding, you give or are giving me a new outlook on life, and I’m happy baby, really happy for the first time in years.”“Oh, so I get everything next weekend do I?” He laughed.“Umm, everything explanations and my body, will that suit madam or do you want more?”“No, that’s enough to be thinking about.Then you may get the answers to your question too.” He held me tightly, laughing as my hand gripped his cute backside.We headed back to The Frog, where he waited for me outside the toilet door I re-did the lips, touching up on the makeup, but not as much on as before.He held me tightly, as I swept through the door into his arms, kissing me, we return to the table and he looks worried, I think he thinks I’m going to kick off with Zoë but she’s just not worth it.I sat down and Sam bought me a drink, I couldn’t help note he was sitting really close.Tonight had been ruined he stroked my thigh as I drank the drink in one.Being drunk worked for her, maybe I would get drunk and have sex? Sam won’t allow that, on either option damn it.“Sam, can I have another please? He got me one I didn’t like vodka and coke, but it sure as hell made things seem better.Zoë was on her way over, for round two.“I’m sorry Michelle, I was angry and I shouldn’t have taken it out on you.I just have some issues with the perfect Michelle, I swear I did not write that crap, its mainly true but I didn’t write it!” I smiled she really was apologising, but still getting a dig in smart little drunken Zoë, just not as smart as me.She thinks I was and am perfect, I bloody wish, I’m just not as fucked up as her.“I’m far from perfect Zoë I have a heck of load of faults that no one picks up on.Yes, I’m good a cooking, yes I’m good at dancing, I have a killer collection of dresses, some from Sam yes, but even more from my Gramps, the others I bought myself.I have very overindulgent relatives who are and were fed up of me in boy clothes.Just a few weeks ago, I was in sweats and tee-shirts, and dressed up for me was a clean tracksuit.So this dress larks all exciting and new for me, I like wearing pretty things but unfortunately for me, Sam likes buying me stuff.Hopefully that’s ended now after he got shouted at the last time, when he bought me this dress.I pay my own way Zoë, I know you think I don’t but I do.I always have and always will.” She sat and Andy brought over drinks.“Is it safe to come over now?” I shot him a look.“Fine, I’ve had a shit couple of days with being ill, the fighting, and the bust lip see I do have bad days.It has to be said the fighting wasn’t my fault either.That’s the last time he goes out with you on his own.” Andy looked at my lip.“What’s the other girl look like?” I laughed.“She’s over there, an old friend of yours apparently who seemed to think Sam was taking her to London and was asking for her hand in marriage deluded cow.Hitting me in the lip, when I wasn’t looking, she was mad at me for trying to steal him away from her.” She looked at me turned and walked out of the pub, so they didn’t keep her in?“Thanks for the drink.” Sam had hold of my knee he had been really quiet I think he thought, if he said something, I’d be off, I sipped the drink and decided to stick to coke, Sam didn’t have as tight a grip on my leg as he did before.“She wasn’t ever the full shilling I did warn Sam she was a nutter, but he didn’t do anything but talk about you all night.My brother the soppy little idiot, and no I never slept with her ever, she erm does drugs and isn’t clean, sad but true.She liked me and came on to me, before I met Zoë, but her health check didn’t come back clean, she has mental health issues and likes the white powder.”“Isn’t he just, and he’s my soppy idiot, not hers or anyone else’s.She was taken to the hospital in an ambulance and still they let her out.I swear the next woman, girl, or freak who cause shit for Sam and me will bloody know about it I have had enough, he’s changed and if people believe he hasn’t tough, they barking up the bloody tree.” Including your Zoë… He smiled and rubbed my thigh higher.Leant in for a kiss and murmured that he would always be mine.CHAPTER 9“Are we eating then, baby, and where do you want to eat?” I nodded and agreed the other two could come.We went to the little Italian place around the corner I went to the loo my head ached.I sat on the toilet humming a song
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